- Friday, March 5, 2004 -- 05:00 p.m. -...

- Thursday, January 1, 2004 -- 12:00 a.m. -HAPPY NEW YEARS.
Hi Joe. See? Something about you in here. XP

- Wednesday, December 31, 2003 -- 12:19 a.m. -Christmas this year wasn't all that bad. I got a pair of shoes, clothes, a karaoke machine, a Gamecube, 4 games for it, a cd, and a book.
All of that is pretty good. We got those bug ass entertainment centers too. One before Christmas and one after. And I made my birthday on December 9th! 16, finally. Parents still won't let me drive.. They keep saying I'm too immature and irresponsible. Who cares. They'll give in when I beg them a million times to take me to the movies or the mall. It works. :3 I wonder what next year will be like.. Better or worse? We're practically one day away. Can you believe it?!! We made it to 2004. Without any wars and shit. Scratch that. In jumps Bush's big ass head. Why the fuck did he have to mess with those Iraqi people.. What the hell did Saddam do. It's his people.. Why should he even care. Other unknown dictators probably do the same shit. Anyways, where the hell is Osama? They need to get HIM. I don't think Saddam had anything to do with 9/11.. and they just jumped his fucking case. I want to be in the army and all, but I guess I'm just not looking at the important view of the subject. Maybe they're doing it for the better. They are freeing the people but are they in it for the oil too? What if the military/army was some sort of dictatorship that we don't know about? I really want to be in it. :3 Need to get the facts. "Anything you can do, I can do better!" that song is the shit. Should be my motto!
And here I am. Staying up late for another night in a row. School is next week and I'm terrified. x.X;
I keep thinking about something that's eating me up inside.. but when I think deeper it turns out ot be everything around me. I get completely annoyed; over nothing. Scary.. ¬.¬ I can't seem to find happiness either. Everything is almost falling apart for me.. but I won't give up! Fight, fight, fight.. to the death. <-- Scary. And another thing.. I'm scared of those small AIM faces? What the hell. How? Someone fucking uses them everytime they talk to me. -I DESPISE THOSE FACES.- Get it straight. If you use one.. I'll ask you to stop. Next time; I'll TELL you to stop. Your 3rd strike is getting blocked. I won't hesitate. The things terrify me.. I call is 'SmallAIMfaciaphobia.' XD~ Maybe I'm not the only one that fears them. Maybe there is a real phobia for it! 'Till then, I'll stick with that name for it.
Bomb as pussy.. Bomb, oh you got that bomb, you know you got it, bomb, oh you got some bomb ass pussy. Mah, you know you got tha bomb bomb pussy! Lol. Snoop Dogg sounds funny when he says that in the beginning of Chingy's song 'Holidae In'. He sounds all.. light and high or whatever. XD~ Rikku and I were clowning earlier, mixing up that song. We're so crazy. XD~ Not sure where she is.. Away, maybe. I like this song by Mary J. Blige too. It's called Seven Days:
¤ Monday, a friend of mine ¤
Tuesday, we played a game
Wednesday, you went away
Thursday, things weren't the same
On Friday, you came back
I wanted to kiss you
On Saturday
On Sunday we made love
¤ Now what are we gonna do ¤
That's just the Chorus. Love it! Anyways, Sayonara, I'm off to do something creative. @.@;

- Saturday, December 27, 2003 -- 06:22 p.m. -Mmk. I'm so fed up with all these layouts I have to constantly put up for this thing. It takes up tons of time. So I'll just leave it plain. Sorry for those who linked me because I had a nice layout.. I have other things to do. Unless I learn to make a layout MYSELF, this will stay like it is for a while. I'll still update and such but just without the pretty layouts. Gomen nasai. I'll continue with layouts when I have time to do so.

- Saturday, December 27, 2003 -- 06:18 p.m. -Closed until further notice. Sorry. x.x;

- Sunday, December 7, 2003 -- 05:36 p.m. -Eminem's racist lyrics. I have something to say.. but I'll get too deep in it and probably go off at everyone. So, I won't say it.

- Friday, December 5, 2003 -- 06:10 p.m. -"DUDE YOU JUST SAID THE F-WORD!" What, Jew? "NO. YOU SAID FUCK. YOU CAN'T SAY FUCK IN SCHOOL YOU FUCKIN' FAT ASS." -Quote from South Park: Bigger, Longer, and Uncut. I love that movie and the show. Wonderful. Anyways, to cut to the point. To all my buddies on AIM who experienced my bitchy attitude, which wasn't DIRECTLY aimed at you, I did NOT have a good day yesterday. At all. So don't hold a grudge at me because of the way I act when I'm really pissed. It just sorta comes naturally. I was mad at my teacher, Ms. Gould. She accused me of conversating while she was teaching, AND I WASN'T, and gave me that fucking Terms, people, and places shit. In other words, punishwork. I didn't do it. I told her iit wasn't me and that I wasn't doing that shit. Just like that. She sent me out the classroom. I still didn't do it, and I never will. The whole fucking back of the classroom knows it was MEGAN and not me. I'm not a fucking rat or a sell-out so I didn't tell her who it was. Besides, Megan is my associate/friend. I think she called my mom. I'm not sure yet because my mom hasn't said anything about it. It's such a possibility she did because I don't think she'd put up with that sort of stuff from us.. SO, IF I CUSSED YOU OUT.. my bad. What I did/Why I did it: 1)I'm sure I didn't mean to. 2) Just holding a grudge against you and letting out all my bottled up anger against all the shit you do to me. 3)There's a possibility I dislike you anyways prior to the fact I cussed you out and exiled you from my list and talked behind your back. 4) I probably smiled in your face and lied to you to make you go away. 5) I think I made some feel like shit or what I walk on every day, dirt, which some of you truely are. 6) I ignored you. 7) I love/like you and I didn't feel like fussing or getting into any deep shit because our friendship is too strong to let go. (Seven is the only good one.) Lol, 1-6 are possibilities.. but none of them spoke to me or maybe you are one of the choices. Question me and you won't get the feedback you like or deserve. I'm really not in the mood today either! Satisfied? *cough*You better be.*cough* What I was saying was, I hope you are. :D I'm going to go chow down on pills and water and have a lovely visit with sharp kithen utensils and RAZORsharp bathroom supplies. Kidding. Just allergy pills and water. It's chilly and I'm cold. All this fucking cold and no SNOW. Tomorrow I have to march in the Christmas Parade. Fucking Icy HELL. It's dropping below 36 and I can't believe I'm going. Oh well. I'd rather be there than chopping around my keyboard on (Satan's Crack Pipe) the Internet. *cought.* Don't forget! I hate you! Ja ne. (I'm not this expressive and brave in life. ^^;)

- Tuesday, December 2, 2003 -- 09:27 p.m. -This layout is only temporary. White pages are so boring, so style less. So I'll just keep this up until kylara.com is finished and all.

- Tuesday, December 2, 2003 -- 06:10 p.m. -See, what happened was the site did a new layout. Yeah. So, I'll be getting Night Song back pretty soon I suppose.. even though I'm changing the layout again. It's going to be pink.. I have a sudden intrest in the color pink now. Anyways, have you ever seen the movie 28 Days Later?!?!? Fucking creepy. (I'm watching it again..) British people have sexy accents. They sau 'fuck' or 'fucking' all of the time too. On the movie, that is.. Not sure about a real British person. It's a good movie. "Keep your mouth closed and don't move a fucking muscle." -Quoted from 28 Days Later. My cousin loves scary movies.. I don't think he'd be too scared of that movie. Brandon isn't scared of 'anything.' or so he says. In the beginning.. The dude wakes up naked.. >.>;;; Lol... Small.. -coughs.- BUT YEAH. Those red eyes are fucking pimp. I want some cat eye contacts; yellow, grey, and red. If they have them... That's all for today. Ja ne~ :D

- Friday, November 28, 2003 -- 01:40 a.m. -YEAH. THE SITE I GOT MY LAYOUT FROM IS LIKE, DOWN OR WHATEVER. Hang in there. I think it's going to be back.. My layous. -cries.-

- Sunday, November 16, 2003 -- 04:01 p.m. -Today is soo slow. I'm bored. Very bored. There's nothing to do at all.. I'm just sitting here, chillin' with Missy. She's kinda sleepish but because I type so loud, she constanly looks up. Cutie puppy. She's soo tiny. I prefer her nickname to be "Minny Mouse" but "Tiny" is an alternate. My sister had a puppy named Tiny. She looks just like Missy. x_X; Tiny died though.. R.I.P. T-Stokes! ^^; My mom confuses Missy with Shelby, (THEY ARE NOTHING ALIKE. She just gets the names mixed up. Missy isn't a hit up whore dog. And she knows her name, unlike Shelby.), the neighborhood whore dog in my backyard. Shelby was such a cute puppy.. She has a honey colored coat.. and her head looks a little wop-sided if you ask me.. but she got big. We had to put her outside. When we moved, AGAIN, she was still to be left outside. There are alot of stray dogs around here.. and most of them are practically male. God.. She's such a horny bitch. Everytime another dog comes around, she starts yelping and shit. One time, like around Summer, they ran a train on her. It was a White Husky, A Black Husky, and a Doberman/Potlicker. I was watching them fuck her up too. ;/ Every single one of them got some. They we're stuck in her too.. It was fucking hilarious.. Major, the Dman/Plicker went first. He tore it up. He got stuck.. I seriously thought it was going to break off in her.. rofl. The black dog went next (he doesn't have a name), same as Major, ripping it up and shit. Poor white dog. Stuck with a loose bitch. rofl. After they were done, she went to sleep and they ran into the field and started fighting and shit. That dog is such a whore. I think she's preggy by Major. He's just right across the street and can hit it when he wants. I wouldn't be surprised. Maybe I'll update later when I remember something else.. ^^;

- Sunday, November 16, 2003 -- 12:59 p.m. -Konnichi wa minna-san. ^^; It's really hot in here. Like damn.. I might as well be walking on the sun. THESE PAST FEW DAYS.. fun.. =D I've been watching Finding Nemo almost everyday.. outside, chillin', doing things for my pars. (parents), and most of all.. School work. x_X; Progress reports come out on the 18th.. If I have one I may get kicked off the comp. It's not a big deal anyways.. I could use alot more time offline. I think I'm spending alot more time on it again anyways.. I need to back off. =) So, if I DO get one, I won't be the least bit surprised. ^^; As you all see, I've FINALLY put some links up. They're like... all cars. I like those cars. They look okay.. I'm just put them there because my page looked so -not finish- SINCE PITAS CRASHED. I'm still sorta mad about that.. I'll get over it eventually. Yay, next week is a whole week out of school. THANKSGIVING. I've been waiting for it soo bad.. I can't wait to leave school this Friday. For a WHOLE week. And then Christmas. I want alot of electronic stuff. Important stuff too. My mom says she'll try her best. My dad is like, "Uh.. Yeah.. Sure." He makes me soo mad. He has me thinking he's not going to pay for shit. -_-; But it's alright. I'll manage. It's probably just that he wants to surprise me, so he's acting like he won't get it.. But yeah. I hope he does. I'm sorta out of things to say.. Sayonara. ;]

- Sunday, November 9, 2003 -- 12:29 a.m. -Waahh... I've been offline for.. *shrug* almost a week? I think. Well, I've been helping out around my house and helping out my parents too... with.. stuff. To be honest.. My life used to be semi bored but it's not anymore. But being online is. x_X; Can't figure out a way to make it so life and online is equally fun.. Maybe it's just me. Well anyways, I'm gonna be off aloooot more too.. expect it. I have so much to do and such little time. My dad bought 'Finding Nemo' the other day. I LOVE IT. Nemo has a little fin.. his mom was eaten by a big fish when he was little.. and I'm spoiling it for those who haven't see it yet.. My bad! ^_^; I really love the movie. Especially the part when they're riding the East Atlantic Current (The EAC) Ooops, there I go again. :o I'll stop.. >_>; Those little baby turtles are sooo adorable! I'm gonna go watch it again too. It's gonna be my third time watching it.. Disney *rox* my sox. Who cares if people think they're "too old for that" Bullshit. You're just boring and lifeless.. and out of laughs.. Or atleast that's what I think! That isn't toward anyone. >_>; Don't be offended.. Sooo.. Oyasumi Nasai to those who are going to bed.. I won't be dozing off anytime soon. My brother is at my cousin's/grandma's and I'm here with my other brother and oldy parents.. Yay. At least he's not here to torment me.. but the other little brat is.. Thank God he goes to sleep early. :D This enrty is turning out to be fairly long.. I'll end it now. Oyasumi Nasai again.. which means good night in Japanese for those of you who don't know. Sayonara minna-san! ^_^;

- Sunday, November 9, 2003 -- 12:27 a.m. -As you see.. I've added links. I hope no one looks at my archive.. it's pretty fucked up, rofl. I'll just take that recent entry and post it here instead. ^_^;

- Saturday, November 8, 2003 -- 10:33 p.m. -Ugh.. Well. A friend told me my oldies made my page long.. SO I ARCHIVED. My older entries look messed up. Grr.. If I can fix it, sign my guestbook and let me know please. x_X; Thanks. Anyways.. Sayonara again.. -_-;